dangerous enemy lies within your own mind,so control it.
HER
yuqing,20
receive birthday wishes on the 6th March
basketball, family, friends and GRAYSON ANG is loved
opened singapore terminal 4&5 and has own 'aeroplane basic theory' guide book :P
the word 'happiness' means different things to different people; and as they go through the different stages of life, their definitions undergo drastic changes.
RUN AWAY
Monday, March 15, 2010, 2:53 AM
WARNING : THIS ENTRY IS GOING TO BE A LONG AND WORDY POST (lazy to highlight some sentences in red` sorry ! )
TOPIC : HUMANS IS COMPLICATED ?!
it's been a week since i last blogged`
but who cares anyway`haha!
im feeling so uncomfortable recently`
im heading to polyc tomorrow instead of attending work !
anyway` not forgetting to mention that`
i had enjoyed myself and had a blast on my 19th !
really appreciated the girls for their pleasant and the gift :)
and of course` totally appreciated for those wishes that
you people wished me ! :) thankyou people !
i have much better things to do and achieve in life now`
im moving forward and no longer holding on the past which caused
me to be stuck at times ! haha` whatever it is`
im happy with my life now even though it can be really stress`
because i know there's people for me to fall on when i need them`
especially my family and friends ! i totally appreciated them
for every single thing and the supports given ! :)
i need to do some changing now`
after a year plus of controlling from my mentor` im free
but suddenly` i just became so blur to the outside world ?! haha
fyi` i was being controlled by my mentor on the world outside`
the only topic for the past one year was all about career and no
entertainment mentioned ! well` its not just me alone who was
being controlled` i really gained alot from my mentor` because he's
the one that caused me not to trust anyone anymore ? except my
close friends and family :) ` fyi again` i was doing MLM for the past
one year plus` whatever he had done` all of us had forgiven him and
moving on our life but i still appreciated for the things he taught me`
out of sudden` i missed the time when i used to get scolding everyday!
ohmygod` can you imagine` getting scolding everyday when you're not
at fault or whatever shit ? even if you do something good or proud` you
will still get scolding ? ohmy` i really wonder how i can live through all
these` haha ! really experience alot because i get to see different client
everyday` family and friends not supporting` got 'cold water' from
all sort of people` rejection by client ` keep learning from my mentor`
the scoldings and the stress i had etc` was all i got for the past one year`
going out with friends was being controlled that leads to no entertainment`
seems like everything i (we) did was being watched`
but now` its been 2months since we left` and im contacting
back to the outside world ! haha` i admit that im slow in
friend's conversation because sometimes i dont even know what
are they talking and thinking is abit different`you see ! haha
why not` ask me about my career and dreams i want to achieve ?
for this` you will see how fast i will answer back ! LOL
as i mentioned above` the past one year` all i had done was
building up my own career and dreams that i want to achieve`
even though i (we) had left the place but nothing can stop us
from achieving what we want` we're still moving on ourselves`
we prefer / rather come out and face or handle things on ourselves
than getting cheated by people again ! well`
humans is complicated ! haha`
and yes` i still have much better things to carry on with my life :)
no matter how tough or how long the journey takes`
i will stand on firmly and strongly to encounter all sort of risks
coming on my way` because i know what i want to achieve in life`
no matter which path i choose to achieve my dreams`
i will have no regret on it and i shall not regret !
it's normal for humans to go on the wrong path but
he/she shall not regret for the chosen path because that is what
he/she chose in the first place ?!
ohya`being too curious on something`
is it a good or a bad ? im wondering` haha!
they're my beloved ! :)