dangerous enemy lies within your own mind,so control it.
HER
yuqing,20
receive birthday wishes on the 6th March
basketball, family, friends and GRAYSON ANG is loved
opened singapore terminal 4&5 and has own 'aeroplane basic theory' guide book :P
the word 'happiness' means different things to different people; and as they go through the different stages of life, their definitions undergo drastic changes.
RUN AWAY
Friday, March 26, 2010, 8:29 PM
finally im left with one report !have to complete before end of month !
well` my work load has been getting heavier and heavier !
everyone of them`just dump all the work for me to do ! >:/
and yes` i dint even have enough time to do my own work and
i still need to help them to complete all the documents !
and this lead me to work overtime ( OT ) to complete my own work ! :(
was being setup by one of my colleagues twice !!
just simply cant understand the reason why am i so 'lucky'
documents went missing and i've to track back !
while tracking back the documents` i injured my finger by a
metal chip` pen-knife and all so sort of things that is sharp! >:/
and now i finally know who's behind all this` causing me so much troubles !
i swear that i dint even talk much in office and i can be mute for hours !
if it is because of what i says offended her to cause all this`
thats totally impossible because` i dint even talk to her ?! even if i did`
its just a few words for the whole freaking day !
if not`there's totally no communication between us !
heard rumors that she's having jealously on me ?!
well` i've nothing for her to get jealous of and
i've no threat for her so tell me` what for ?!
im harmless`you know :) :) :) but well` you dint !
well`you can continue to be like this`
i shall train my tolerance`at the same time i can see where's the limit of mine and yes` i should thank you instead ! >:)
has been losing my appetite due to rushing of reports and
all the happening things at work !
and of course`have not been sleeping well at night ! :(
well`playing basketball nowadays is making myself to feel relief`
to me`talking out loud and laughing out loud is just a form of distress`
im not happy but i have to be happy happy happy !
have to put on a smile even though i am ... ...
alright` enough of ranting !
im exhausted to the max ! goodnight peeps !
p.s. i can accept failure but i cannot accept the fact of giving up so` im going to hold on ! i just dislike the feeling of giving up ! and it's still you` trust me ! laughs !