dangerous enemy lies within your own mind,so control it.
HER
yuqing,20
receive birthday wishes on the 6th March
basketball, family, friends and GRAYSON ANG is loved
opened singapore terminal 4&5 and has own 'aeroplane basic theory' guide book :P
the word 'happiness' means different things to different people; and as they go through the different stages of life, their definitions undergo drastic changes.
RUN AWAY
Friday, February 12, 2010, 12:44 AM
WEEKS AGO`has been really busy for the past weeks`
and was too exhausted to post any entry !
a lot of things happened` which i dont feel like
elaborate over here` but i hereby thanks to those
people who is giving me the support on the things im doing etc`
especially my girls ! totally appreciated and im glad to have you girls !
everything had passed` and i hope it can be fast to put it to an end`
but well` it still takes time because there's alot of things to be settled`
no matter how much you had cheated me` i will never forget
what you had taught me in the past` moreover`
you're the mentor who i respected the most !
for only those who know what had happened but not exactly`
felt that im pity and stupid and i should hate you to the max which
my sister said i should` but frankly speaking`i cant !
because to me` after what i had heard from daniel`
i felt that you're more pity than i do and for another reason is because`
i still couldnt get over what you had done on everyone of us !
even though i had forgiven you`i simply just cant forget what had happened`
its the worse experience i had ever encounter and because of such issue`
it leads me to 2 weeks of insomnia which made me feel like
im-a-walking-zombie ! and i have to pretend im happy or always
smiling`behaving the way which is not-exactly-me`
crazy-like-nobody-business`infront of friends`
at that point of time` i felt miserable seriously !
and whenever i start thinking about it` i just couldnt control my tears`
and because of not letting myself to be like this again`
i used ways to keep myself busy and exhausted to the max by
playing basketball`working OT` and yes` shopping alone after work`
in order to reach home late ! so that i can fall asleep when i reached home`
but well` im getting over it` so i shall not continue to rant ! lesson learned` and i should not trust people easily again !
i thanks jesus for lighting up my path and show me the way to move ahead`
giving a peace of heart to me` letting me to let go of everything`
and to start anew` giving us blessing on everything we do !
thanks god that you're here by my side` drawing close to you !
ILY JESUS ! :)
RECENTLY`
- finally had a basketball gathering cum ah dong's advanced birthday celebration`its great to see the team again` AES year'06 team mates is loved ! they are still as funny as ever ! and everyone turns to pretty lady! except me :( ` haha ! joke. and its great to see that everyone is doing fine ! enjoying life etc etc` :) hope to have such gathering again !
- CNY is around the corner` and i doesnt have the CNY-MOOD ! like example : yeah ! CNY` can get as many red packet as last year etc etc ! to me is ' yeah! finally i can have enough rest etc' haha ! as im restless nowadays ! and further more` it falls on Vday ! totally sian to the max ! and well` im not going anywhere for this CNY and Vday !
- work has been okay for me` and i have more than 6 reports need to be done by 20th ! and yet CNY took away 4days from me and now i left with another 4more days ! tell me how to complete ! argh..
- my bonding with my 4th sister ( yuluan ) is getting closer and closer` due to some issue`and because of this` i finally feel ' family' love ! hahaha !
- tomorrow which is in a few hours time` im heading to meet jinhui after work` to go bugis for shopping etc ! looking forward :) ` might be meeting my 3 sisters and mum at chinatown !
and i shall head to bed now because i need to wake up at 7AM for work !
bye peeps ! :)
ohya` this date reminds me of ** hahaha !
4 YEARS AGO !
4 YEARS LATER !