dangerous enemy lies within your own mind,so control it.
HER
yuqing,20
receive birthday wishes on the 6th March
basketball, family, friends and GRAYSON ANG is loved
opened singapore terminal 4&5 and has own 'aeroplane basic theory' guide book :P
the word 'happiness' means different things to different people; and as they go through the different stages of life, their definitions undergo drastic changes.
RUN AWAY
Monday, January 4, 2010, 12:57 AM
BIRTHDAY GIRL ! :D
MY GIRLS ! :D
Okay`finally i decided to upload some pictures !
the photos was taken on the 1st Jan 2010 !
and it was memorable to me ! i really miss the fun with the girls ! :(
ohwell` in hours time` everyone who is studying need to attend school !
and my niece and nephew is still not sleeping !
look at the time now` its so damn late !
and caleb needs to be awake at 6.15am for his first day in primary school !
and yet` he's at the room` playing and playing like nobody business !
as for chloe and wayne` i dont care too much as they are attending school
in the afternoon unlike cable ! scolding and canning seems to be useless !
and i felt that` i totally have no peace for the past few hours ever since`chloe and wayne came back and with a drunken at home which was`my father !
noise pollution is so damn irritating especially at this late night !
sometimes` i really thought of moving out of the house !
but of course` it's just a remark from me !
no matter how i hate` this is still my family`
and to put myself in my mum's shoe` i can see how
hard she's maintaining this home ! and to see the way how
the kids treat her` i felt pity and to look at myself on how im treating her`
i felt guilty ! totally guilty to the max !
and after today`seeing how my ****** treated her`
i promised myself that i will want to treat her better and
help her in the housework etc` i swear !
and of course` giving her allowance once i have a stable job
at my sister's workplace ! i have to go through interview after
my sister is back from taiwan which is this coming saturday!
ohwell` i had a dream from my nap which was 6hours back !
and i dreamed that me and jiewei get back together again !
well` of course i do know that its totally impossible and
0% will come true` a dream is a dream !
and i've to wake up after the dream`realising that all this is untruth !
but well` i can feel how happy i am during the dream itself !
i can sense the happiness which im searching for` haha !
even though it was just a dream but im satisfied !
and its more than enough ! :D
ong jiewei` i really really miss you !
i just want to see you one more time after so long !
and i shall faster arrange the date to meet up with you
since you promised me ! :D
and yes` you will never ever see this post of mine !
so i had no worries to type out my feeling towards you !
and i mean` concern and etc
cheers ! hahahahaha ! :P
anyway` time now is 2.26am !
and yet` the kids are still not asleep ! HOW ?!