dangerous enemy lies within your own mind,so control it.
HER
yuqing,20
receive birthday wishes on the 6th March
basketball, family, friends and GRAYSON ANG is loved
opened singapore terminal 4&5 and has own 'aeroplane basic theory' guide book :P
the word 'happiness' means different things to different people; and as they go through the different stages of life, their definitions undergo drastic changes.
RUN AWAY
Thursday, December 31, 2009, 1:23 AM
THIS IS A LONG AND WORDY ENTRY` i swear ~
in 23hours time` year 2009 will draw to an end`
and welcome the year 2010 !
to me` year 2009 is a bad year for me !
does it apply to everyone out there ? :)
but i learned / gained alot from this year 2009 !
well` we shall let all the bad things pass and
welcome all the good things in year 2010 ! :D
Okay` i had made a thought and decided to have an entry
on what actually im doing regarding my career ` which
everyone has been asking me recently !
- being a beauty therapist` helping people to do facial is a " on & off " thing` which mean` i dint earn much money from here
- regarding about the printing and advertisement company i've been mentioning nowadays` im still working hard to merge with company`like printing flyers etc ! and there's no news in return` which mean` no income too ! - fyi` im referring to the company which my mentor had set up` which named` DeMiracles -
- after a long period of unstable income` im currently looking for a full time job to gain more experience and of course at the same time` stable my income first !
but still i will continue the printing and advertisement !
although i might sound #$%^#$%^ but who cares ?!
my heart is stuck with DeMiracles ! which mean`
to you people` it may seems like` im working printing and advertisement
as a part timer but actually` my stand of view is full timer instead !
i know what i want to achieve in the end ! no matter which method
im using` i will still reach the goal i want ! :D
im not in a losing point and i might be gaining alot from the work i've
applied but currently im waiting for reply ! haha`
i need to grow up from the teaching of outsiders` only by that`
i can grow and realise whats the world out there !
gaining experience helps me in my growing stage of business !
im still not ready in business world ! :(
and i think i need to do some reflecting !
well` overall` its all for my own good isnt ?
so anyway` what i want to say` is all stated over here` so
you people shall stop asking me anymore !
ohya` fyi again` im looking for >1.4k job ! :D
im so sorry for the wordy entry! haha !
i've realised something which i can make myself feel relief `
which is` playing basketball ! only that` i feel all the burden in
me is gone for that few hours` i swear !
and when im not balling` i feel so stress up !
everything just doesnt seems right for me ? but its not true because`
im just giving myself too many 'unknown' stress !
i always want to be happy and its from the bottom of my heart`
but everytime` im just forcing myself to smile ?!
pretend pretend and keep on pretending`
even though` friends do make me smile / laughs`
its just like a few moment ?
staying at home` hearing the kids shouting and shouting`
making the whole house in a mess` make me feel so frustrated !
last but not least of my wordy entry`
i thanks god for giving us the best of the best !
he knows what we need of ` for the time being !
i give thanks to god and give him glory ! :D
time now is 3.15am !
and i shall get to bed !
goodbye and goodnight everyone !