dangerous enemy lies within your own mind,so control it.
HER
yuqing,20
receive birthday wishes on the 6th March
basketball, family, friends and GRAYSON ANG is loved
opened singapore terminal 4&5 and has own 'aeroplane basic theory' guide book :P
the word 'happiness' means different things to different people; and as they go through the different stages of life, their definitions undergo drastic changes.
RUN AWAY
Tuesday, October 27, 2009, 3:15 AM
blogging at late night again`and i know it's very bad for health for staying awake till so late`
well` i had few hours of nap during evening`
slept all the way to 11pm plus` near midnight`
had dreamed 3 dreams today`
2 dreams was dreamed before i woke up in the morning`
and 1 dream during the evening's nap !
3 dreams dreamed was in different circumstances`
but the dreams were almost the same`
and i believed that` it's a message for me to realise`
currently` im still figuring out what's the message sent to me is about !
haha`
well` my mission for the day 26 October' 09` FAILED !
managed to get 9 emails instead of 20 emails`
created some unnecessary things to happen` got scolding from upline`
well` it's not scolding but teaching me the right way of handling things`
and this character of mine have been creating big mistakes and
have been repeating again and again`
and yet` there's no changes / action taken from me !
once again` i had made him felt disappointed and at the same time` furious !
if at that point of time` i am him` i will feel the same way too`
because` even me` myself couldnt take how dumb i was to keep
on repeating the same old mistakes !
Okay` what's done cannot be undone !
learn from it and get over it`
HUANG YUQING ! you are the one who's going to overcome the problem/situation and not the problem/situation overcomes you !`understand !?!
what im thinking now is` im still far away compare with others`
im stuck in the middle of young teenagers behavior and adults behavior`
i can be childish at times and mature at times when it comes to circumstances`
but this is not what i want ! upline was right`
i dont even know what i really wants and dont even understand myself
for being ME for the past 18 years of life !
and well` maybe i bother too much on people's view on me`
it's time to stop thinking what their views as they are busy
with their own stuff` they dint have the time to bother you`
so why should i made myself think so much ! humph..
GO REFLECT PLEASE !
for now` what i want is just Jesus Christ alone !
i want to draw nearer to him and listen to God's word and obey it
with faith and patience !
and whatever it's going to be now` i rebuke those negative thoughts and the devil in me in Jesus mighty name ! amen*
what's done is done` moreover` everything is over`
no point feeling sad about it !
Huang Yuqing` here's your last chance given !
treasure it and learn from it ` no more chances shall be given !