dangerous enemy lies within your own mind,so control it.
HER
yuqing,20
receive birthday wishes on the 6th March
basketball, family, friends and GRAYSON ANG is loved
opened singapore terminal 4&5 and has own 'aeroplane basic theory' guide book :P
the word 'happiness' means different things to different people; and as they go through the different stages of life, their definitions undergo drastic changes.
RUN AWAY
Saturday, March 28, 2009, 10:36 PM
went balling just now` leisure. opps!firstly` headed to bpcc`
something made me felt so unhappy and so`
i left and went to 213 to ball instead !
started balling around 8pm or so ? im not very sure.
well` there's a guy` teck whye secondary` sec 3` number 11`
looked like YOU` the looks`the way he talks` the way he ball etc`
looking at him` it reminds me of the past time`
the time we spent together and all the happy memories`
but i just dont get it` why you chose to bastard me ?!
its been 3 years` why cant i just get rid of you in my mind ?
so what if people say` you are very good at balling` good controller etc`
a bastard is still a bastard ? as flirt as you can be ? haha.
even though we have not been contacting one another for 3 years`
i think you are still the same as before ?
happy memories is always in my mind` getting rid of you is hard`
all these years` i have been trying my best to hate you`
whenever my friends say about you` i will straight away`
saying a word` bastard` out from my mouth`
these years` i have been thinking why are you asking for a break up`
am i the one that were in fault or you are the one changing heart ?
everytime when i thinks of you` i always tell myself that you are a
bastard who doesnt worth me for loving you`
when we just got together` everyone`
even your friends asked me to think clearly` but i chose to TRUST you`
again and again` i dont know why am i always trusting the wrong person ?!
friends keep asking me about you` whether have i forgotten about you etc`
i always say YES straight to their face` but till now`
that teck whye secondary school boy` made me realised that`
i have been thinking of you all these years`
i always mention that i had let go of you` but the fact is` NO !
NOT AT ALL ! i still love you deeply ? haha. joke? nope.
3 years isnt too long nor too short`
you are the first one that i couldnt let go for so long` realised.
until now` i finally faced the fact of loving you deeply`
i regretted replying you ok for breakup` there's isnt any point for me to say
all this` because` you have moved on with your life while`
i chose to stay at the past`
i still love you deeply from my heart even though 3 years had passed.